"I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see."
I’ll never be okay with saying goodbye
Paris, you know I held on too much
I left you at the station, I put you in my past
And now darling, all that shit’s behind us
You never have to wonder, you never have to ask.
You never have to
"I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love."
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
Before falling in love with me, you must know about the constant meltdowns, and the nights of endless tears. You must know about my damaged heart, and my broken soul. Be aware that I never sleep at night, and sometimes I talk in my sleep. You must know about my need for your love, as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you. And know about my terrible fear of spiders, and the way I eat too fast for my own good.
But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace. You can fall in love with the way I’ll warm your hands in mine, and tickle your feet with my toes. You can fall in love with the way I’ll make you soup when you’re sick, and how I’ll kiss you when you get hurt. Fall in love with the way I laugh, and the soft spoken words of encouragement I’ll give to you. You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.
"My nightmares are usually about losing you."
Everything’s going to be so different when I come back. And that scares me.
"There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves, it is not my nature."